Dear mom, I plan to enter the military next year when I don't need any help from you. Right now it is my tough time asking you to give me the financial assistance in amount of USD 920 ~ USD 1,400 monthly. But this support could not be easy to you, and I stop asking this. I could understand you and your circumstance. Please understand me, mom ! I will visit my hometown again after completing my military service. I should spend time with my grand mother whenever father goes to his daily job in last 16 years. That time I felt loneliness. But I didn't cry even I want to be with you, mom. It is same right now and I don't blame you and father at all. I want to be a good, well prepared person to the society and I need above financial assistance. This no supporting circumstance would be my destiny and signals me to endure everything by myself. But I would be happy if I could get financial assistance from you Thank you for giving me a life, mom. Your lovely.